{"id":358,"date":"2022-01-11T14:20:20","date_gmt":"2022-01-11T01:20:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.thegift.nz\/?p=358"},"modified":"2022-01-30T09:40:58","modified_gmt":"2022-01-29T20:40:58","slug":"heres-to-the-next-chapter-in-my-journey","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.thegift.nz\/heres-to-the-next-chapter-in-my-journey\/","title":{"rendered":"Blog 1 &#8211; Are you talking about me?"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"358\" class=\"elementor elementor-358\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section data-particle_enable=\"false\" data-particle-mobile-disabled=\"false\" class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-72084974 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"72084974\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;gradient&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-7d83a0d7\" data-id=\"7d83a0d7\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section data-particle_enable=\"false\" data-particle-mobile-disabled=\"false\" class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-a449a7e elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"a449a7e\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-ec0dd42\" data-id=\"ec0dd42\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-467bc3de elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"467bc3de\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.20.0 - 20-03-2024 *\/\n.elementor-heading-title{padding:0;margin:0;line-height:1}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title[class*=elementor-size-]>a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;line-height:inherit}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-small{font-size:15px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-medium{font-size:19px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-large{font-size:29px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xl{font-size:39px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xxl{font-size:59px}<\/style><h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Are you talking about me?<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section data-particle_enable=\"false\" data-particle-mobile-disabled=\"false\" class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-38e72c2 elementor-reverse-mobile elementor-section-full_width elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"38e72c2\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-2ed8102\" data-id=\"2ed8102\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a931797 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"a931797\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.20.0 - 20-03-2024 *\/\n.elementor-widget-image{text-align:center}.elementor-widget-image a{display:inline-block}.elementor-widget-image a img[src$=\".svg\"]{width:48px}.elementor-widget-image img{vertical-align:middle;display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1748\" height=\"1876\" src=\"https:\/\/www.thegift.nz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/IMG_9471.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-432\" alt=\"Marie Henderson Blog\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.thegift.nz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/IMG_9471.jpeg 1748w, https:\/\/www.thegift.nz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/IMG_9471-280x300.jpeg 280w, https:\/\/www.thegift.nz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/IMG_9471-954x1024.jpeg 954w, https:\/\/www.thegift.nz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/IMG_9471-768x824.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/www.thegift.nz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/IMG_9471-1431x1536.jpeg 1431w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1748px) 100vw, 1748px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-659c453 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"659c453\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.20.0 - 20-03-2024 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#69727d;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#69727d;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>1 September 2021<\/strong><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\">Enjoying my eBike on the day of my diagnosis<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-bb763e7\" data-id=\"bb763e7\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-610c8a7 elementor-widget elementor-widget-accordion\" data-id=\"610c8a7\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"accordion.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! 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The radiologist and clinical nurse specialist (CNS) were using words such as malignancy, surgery and radiotherapy. It was surreal. Hadn\u2019t I only been recalled for a repeat mammogram \u201cjust to check\u201d a tiny speck noted in my upper outer right breast. I wasn\u2019t at all concerned when I arrived at the breast screening clinic that day, expecting to hear that this hardly-visible speck was just normal fatty breast tissue. Instead the radiologist was very sure that the magnified image of this 5-6 mm spiculated mass was strongly suspicious for malignancy and needed early intervention. His biopsies confirmed the diagnosis of Grade 1 infiltrative ductal carcinoma, one of the most common breast cancers diagnosed in New Zealand. In what seemed like a flash I was meeting a breast surgeon and CNL, scheduled for surgery within 2 weeks and being discussed by an entire team of experts. It was breathtaking.<br \/><br \/>I hadn\u2019t been conducting regular breast examinations, but then such a tiny speckle couldn\u2019t have been felt anyway. Thank goodness that I had been keeping up with routine breast screening. I was surprised that my appointment for recall mammography and biopsy went ahead given that it was scheduled for the first day of a snap Covid Level 3 national lockdown. I am grateful for such a fabulous cancer screening in this country, that it goes ahead on public holidays and national emergencies. I had taken a friend with me to take notes, ask questions, absorb and make sense of this surprise diagnosis with me.<\/p><p>As the time for surgery drew close I sensed a very familiar quiet nudge in my Spirit that this cancer journey was to be a gift to me. It was so clear and compelling I shared it with my family, friends and nurse-lecturer colleagues.<\/p><p><span style=\"color: #800080;\">Click &#8220;The Gift&#8221; below for a deeper insight<\/span><\/p><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-accordion-item\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-1012\" class=\"elementor-tab-title\" data-tab=\"2\" role=\"button\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1012\" aria-expanded=\"false\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-accordion-icon elementor-accordion-icon-left\" aria-hidden=\"true\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-accordion-icon-closed\"><svg class=\"e-font-icon-svg e-fas-ribbon\" viewBox=\"0 0 448 512\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\"><path d=\"M6.1 444.3c-9.6 10.8-7.5 27.6 4.5 35.7l68.8 27.9c9.9 6.7 23.3 5 31.3-3.8l91.8-101.9-79.2-87.9-117.2 130zm435.8 0s-292-324.6-295.4-330.1c15.4-8.4 40.2-17.9 77.5-17.9s62.1 9.5 77.5 17.9c-3.3 5.6-56 64.6-56 64.6l79.1 87.7 34.2-38c28.7-31.9 33.3-78.6 11.4-115.5l-43.7-73.5c-4.3-7.2-9.9-13.3-16.8-18-40.7-27.6-127.4-29.7-171.4 0-6.9 4.7-12.5 10.8-16.8 18l-43.6 73.2c-1.5 2.5-37.1 62.2 11.5 116L337.5 504c8 8.9 21.4 10.5 31.3 3.8l68.8-27.9c11.9-8 14-24.8 4.3-35.6z\"><\/path><\/svg><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-accordion-icon-opened\"><svg class=\"e-font-icon-svg e-fas-ribbon\" viewBox=\"0 0 448 512\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\"><path d=\"M6.1 444.3c-9.6 10.8-7.5 27.6 4.5 35.7l68.8 27.9c9.9 6.7 23.3 5 31.3-3.8l91.8-101.9-79.2-87.9-117.2 130zm435.8 0s-292-324.6-295.4-330.1c15.4-8.4 40.2-17.9 77.5-17.9s62.1 9.5 77.5 17.9c-3.3 5.6-56 64.6-56 64.6l79.1 87.7 34.2-38c28.7-31.9 33.3-78.6 11.4-115.5l-43.7-73.5c-4.3-7.2-9.9-13.3-16.8-18-40.7-27.6-127.4-29.7-171.4 0-6.9 4.7-12.5 10.8-16.8 18l-43.6 73.2c-1.5 2.5-37.1 62.2 11.5 116L337.5 504c8 8.9 21.4 10.5 31.3 3.8l68.8-27.9c11.9-8 14-24.8 4.3-35.6z\"><\/path><\/svg><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-accordion-title\" tabindex=\"0\">The Gift<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-1012\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"2\" role=\"region\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-1012\"><p>My husband Jim &amp; I had been planning and saving towards my retirement scheduled for the 17th December 2021 for nearly 2 years. Our plan was to take our motorhome on a one-way ticket to the South Island of New Zealand for a long, open-ended journey of discovery and relaxation. We were almost ready for my retirement and very much looking forward to this new chapter in our lives. I know it sounds absurd to be comparing potential loss through a cancer diagnosis with the loss of much-anticipated retirement plans; but I did. I was concerned about cancer surgery, radiation and potential resurgence; but I was also bitterly disappointed at what this might mean for my retirement. Everything had been going so well and to plan and now THIS!<br \/><br \/>Being an academic, the first thing I did was scour the Internet and every book I could get out of the library on invasive ductal carcinoma. The five-year survival rate for localized invasive ductal carcinoma is high \u2014 nearly 100% when treated early on. My lesion was only 5-6mm, the smallest that can be detected on mammogram and it had been caught early. I had a very capable surgeon and Clinical Nurse Specialist. I had been discussed by an eminent team of very experienced breast-care health professionals. It should all be pretty straightforward. I have big breasts, apparently ideal for breast-conserving surgery such as the proposed wide excision. Sentinel node biopsy would be performed at the time of surgery, which should hopefully be a formality. I easily had enough sick leave to manage 6 weeks off work. So shock as it was initially, given time to process the situation I wasn\u2019t overly concerned.<br \/><br \/>As a Christian I am very familiar with what I have come to know as the nudging of the Holy Spirit. I very often get a clear impression of something I should be paying attention to. It didn\u2019t come as a surprise to experience a specific impression regarding this cancer diagnosis, but it did really surprise me that this cancer diagnosis was to be \u201ca gift\u201d to me. How could this possibly be a gift? Aren\u2019t gifts good things? I felt to read the 23rd Psalm. Verses 4 and 6 particularly spoke to me; v.4 \u201cEven when the way goes through Death Valley, I am not afraid when you walk at my side\u201d and v.6 \u201cSo why should I fear the future? Only goodness and tender mercy pursue me all the days of my life\u201d. Proverbs 2: 7-9 in the Passion translation of the Bible says, \u201cHe becomes your personal body guard, protecting and guarding you as you choose what is right. Then you will be empowered to make the right decisions as you walk into your destiny\u201d. I am sure that part of my destiny is to search for and discover the \u201cgifts\u201d that lie within this cancer journey. Perhaps you or a friend may also become aware of these \u201cgifts\u201d or benefit from some of the thoughts and resources that are shared. <\/p><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Are you talking about me? 1 September 2021 Enjoying my eBike on the day of my diagnosis Blog I just couldn\u2019t believe what I was hearing. The radiologist and clinical nurse specialist (CNS) were using words such as malignancy, surgery and radiotherapy. It was surreal. 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